Lullabye

On evenings when sleep does not come,
When i wake up at three in the morning,
The child inside my womb
Sings for me a lullabye for mothers.

I alone hear my child's lullabye,
My child perhaps the angel in my mind,
As tiny as my hand,
But giving me the courage
Ten times a thousand
And a life unblemished.

I wish to sing you this lullabye,
To let it sleep through
Your flesh and bone,
This baby's lullabye
Is a lullabye for fathers too.

For Ninnadanda...

Wala akong magawa peeps, siesta time 2PM, maya pa naman dating ang barakuda, gustuhin ko mang pumasok sa kabilang mundo...wala na talagang kapag-a-pag-asa pwera na lang kung magpunta ako sa in-laws ko sa san jose yan naalala ko tuloy si danda. For me this one is the best among the best na inawit ng Songbird na si Ms. Regine. Look at her face here....so lovely...so alluring...so very beautiful here...so seductive ang arrive ng songbird dito. Eto talaga ang trademark ni Ms. Regine pag kumakanta noon...yung parang nang-aakit lagi Isa pang naaalala ko ke Regine eh walang iba kundi si osang!!! Si osang na laging inaasar ni manong noon pa sa mga articles around may '08 na kahit hindi si Regine ang topic eh isisingit at isisingit si Regine para lang asarin noon si osang. I wish she delivered her baby safely. Danda ayan naalala kita kaya ni-post ko isang kanta ni songbird kaya lang empre mas matimbang muna ngayon si prenshipp kasi isasakal sya eh, kaya yung song for you by the Songbird eh kelangan mo pang i-open para mag-play pero yung ke prenshipp...automatic na naka-play na kagad courtesy of impakta yan ala eh ako na ata ang pinaka-bopols ( Hi bops ) pagdating sa pyuter Naalala ko rin si pangga ko...sana...sana naman...basta i wish!!!

Para ke Prenshipp...pasintabi ke nanay na maganda at super duper bait to the highest level

Congruch...congruch sa nakakalurkey na pagsasanib powers ng julawang soul. Ano namesung nung jowa mo prenshipp? Dakota ba yan, o fayatollah o wiz lang? Nakakaeklavush to the highest power ang grand wedding mo prenship. Tignan mong maige baka mag-felix bakat yung sa jowa mo ha ahihihi!!!I tink iginuhit na sa likod ng buwaya ang tadhana ninyo ng jowa mo. Well watevah, basta wishness ko for you eh sana maging kabisote ka rin. Abah magaling tayo when it comes to memorize prenship! Kahit nga yung 69 topics natin nung last decade pa eh...kabisado ko pa kung ano mga sinavi moh! Ganyan katulis ang aking memorization...walang kawala kahit sa mga sulok-sulok, singit-singit, tabi-tabi...kabisote ko yan lahat. Kaya yung bilin ko prenshipp palagi isa-heart at isa-mind. Kelangan sa first night pa lang mamemorize na ng palm springs mo together with your mysterious dila ang haba, ang dulas, ang kinis, ang lapad, ang taba, ang mga ugat, ang sobrang balat, ang naiiwang balat, kung gaano kabilog ang dalawang umaalug-alog, ang masukal na dako pa roon. Naku prenshipp ako ata ang nae-L sa pinagsususulat ko.
Science pa naman kahit nae-L ako hindi na daw pwede mag-sex sabi ni nyuro...eh sex months pa lang naman yung tyanak na dayunyor inside his cell. Wala kasing pakisama itong linshak na likuran ko...alam nyang nasasarapan ako eh...pilit ba namang kumokontrol sa yu-tak ko para sabihing STOP, its hurt! Ewan ko ba kung bakit tayo pinaglihi ke myra manibog! Kasi naman Mahalia mendez ko din ang jowa ko...Dasal na nga ako ng dasal na sana chumorvey na sya ng machupchakchenes na sa eklavooh! Hayyss kalurkey talaga ang life!!!

Prenshipp sa trulili lang very, very proud akiz sa yo. Eversince the world begun yan, ask my manong wilyam....napapakrayola effect tuloy me...para akong shonga na telling-telling stories about you sa kanya noon mga bandang last week ng july, teyk nowt prenship last year pa ng july ipinagmamalaki na kita ke manong ko...noong wala pa sya uli sa forum!!! Alam nya yan...saksi sya kung gaano ako natutuwa sa yo to the highest level noon-noon pa!!! Hindi naman kita ginagawang oddyssey nyan ha! Basta noon pa labs na kita, alam mo yan!!! Pinag-awayan ka pa nga namin ni Liv (bops) noon dahil sabi nya sya ang nagbigay ng grand welcum laude sa yo noon!!! Avah prenshipp hindi naman ako magpapa-lucita noh....Lucita na nga ako soriano pa(buti nga at nde aqoh purita noh) Nevahh!!! So savih ko sa kanya...hoy pinakagwapong bopol at pinakamatalinong engot (sa balat ng PEP) ikaw lang vah? Avahh nevahh ako makafafayag dun prenshipp. Kaya nga nag-jive kagad yung mae-L na yu-tak natin noong pagtuntong na pagtuntong mo sa forum eh dahil nahulaan ko na kagad kung bakit mo ask to the maxx yung mga vagetts ni mareng dadi na momi as if na parang concerned ka sa mga gwapings ni mareng ciel nyahahhahah!! Mahilig ka rin palang mangorupt ng minors jaz layk me prenshipp!!! Tapos yung usapan natin palaging karneng malitid, wala pa ngang FH noon!!! Oh, how i love reminiscing ever those fine days!!! Feeling natin noon me sarili tayong pila sa mercury drug di vah ahahahha!!!

Sana ngayong makikipag-isang atay ka na...kahit nde qoh knows at nde aqoh knows ng jowa mo eh...sana maalala mo na minsan sa isang bahagi ng peplife mo me nagdaan na isang prenshipp mo dati na handa pa ring makinig ng mga sexcapades mo. At sana wag naman sumabog ng yu-tak mo sa dami ng makakabisado ng palm at tongue mo sa unang gabi ng pagsasanib ng inyong mga anino na alikabok lang ang saksi habang nakikipagsayawan sa agiw na nilimot na ng matandang gagamba. Naway magsilbing sapot ang inyong mga daliri sa...sa...ahh basta

Prenshipp wag kalimutang magdala ng suklay sa unang gabi ha...yan ang isang bagay na palagi kong inaalala sa bawat gabi eh....napakaimportante ng bagay na yan. O baka naman maghiraman pa kayo ng jowa mo ng suklay nyan ahihihi!!! Katapos sa unang night ng nakapaninindig hair nyong pagpupulut-gata eh sana color navy blue yung terno mong bikini/bra prenship and then ipatugtog nyo yung Careless Whisper ni George Michael yung sa Wham...o de vahh win na win ang honeymoon nyo, nagmukha kayong si katrina & hayden...speaking of hayden prenship, naku baka naman yang jowa mo eh maglagay din ng hayden khomera huh!!! At baka bigla ka maging famous sa porno world ahahaha!! Prenshipp aqoh talaga hindi na makakapunta pa sa pinakamaligayang araw ng cyberlife mo...pero pinakisuyo ko ke mareng ciel na i-proxy nya ko sa araw ng pakikipag-isang dibdib, atay, balumbalunan mo sa...sino nga ba yung mapapangasawa mo na yun

Prenshipp para sa inyong magsing-irog ang kantang ito...naway makapagparami kayo...kung paano, saan at qelan...wiz na ko pakels hahaha. Pero eto trulili na ito prenship...alam mo bang nag-one year death anniversary ang tatay ko nung june 8 pero hindi na ko nagpost pa ng something about my father...hindi ko na ipi-nost pa ang kanta ni Luther Vandross na "Dance with my Father" na noong first week of july last year ko pa ipino-post sa mga threads sa pep esp. sa tuknoy kc alam ko malungkot lang yun eh and that it would only sadden my dearest manong wilyam...saka to give way na rin sa happiness na nararamdaman mo ngayong mag-aasawa ka na...sana bugbugin ka sa ligaya ng mapapangasawa mo prenshipp...BEST WISHES PRENSHIP!!!

Breast-related names, ayon sa NSO…

SUZETTE: susong maliit
SUSAN: suso hanggang tiyan
DOLOR: dodo hanggang floor
JOBELLE: dyoga hanggang bilbil
DEBORAH: dedeng walang bra
ULAH: walang utong

Look what you've done...

This is one of the best song for me in a lifetime. Boz Scaggs aged fine like a sweet wine. I remember his face during his younger years singing this song in the 80's. I love Boz's baritone slides with deep falsetto just like when he sung the song We're all alone. The song will never lose its appeal to me...and neither will Boz!

Love...look what you've done! I was blocked from seeing the site which i frequented then. But i never took time to ask why for i know already the answer. They say when you love someone, you're willing to give up everything. We are all a little weird sometimes...and life's a little weird too...sometimes. When i received an e-mail from ga, it saddened me a lot. Her indefinite absence from the other side of the world surely is saddening as their company will have to stop operating for the meantime. Meaning her accessibility from using computers will definitely be affected. But i hope ga you can still come back to join the fun with them. And with the indefinite leave of ga, there's no way for me to know what's happening with them too. But i have to face it also...someday i will stop posting in here. Need i still say why? Obviously taking care of the lil one will certainly consume if not most of my time, the whole of my time everyday. This isn't my blog anyways...nakiki-blog lang ako! But having an access writing here, i deeply appreciated. Masyadong malungkot dito sa blog...napakalungkot kung tutuusin. No one is in here except the writer and of course nanay. Dagdag-lungkot pa yung ke manong...but am still praying a lot...still hoping for a better outcome. Definitely people come and go in our lives...but some people will absolutely leave a mark in our hearts. Some people whose friendship i will forever treasure.

Love...look what you've done! My fondness to alternatives is gradually diminishing since you preferred to listen to classic songs. All of a sudden i find myself searching and playing all the long-neglected cd's of my tatay. What a cool change huh!

Love...look what you've done! I was never into any kinds of sports. But with you, you see to it that i sit beside you whenever you watch NBA playoffs and finals, the NCAA, major league and the national league. Because of you i get to know gasol, fisher, howard, bynum, odom, johnson, lee, lewis, nelson and many others. Your extreme liking to jerry west, larry bird, magic johnson, kobe, lebron james and of course jordan sometimes gets on my nerves, para kang batang bumibili ng mga poster! But suddenly i felt the excitement from watching the NBA seeing Kobe dominated the game 1. Because of you, i get to know other personalities in the field of tennis aside fron The king of clay Nadal and Roger Federer. Seeing Nadal lost to soderling, how frustrated you were...actually his first-ever loss in the french open. Because of you, lil by lil i get to know the game soccer. As we cheered loudly when Donovan and Bocanegro scored their goals in the world cup against Honduras. Anyways, sitting beside you watching espn has a touch of romance...we cuddle each other as if we're not doing that everyday...that's what i like most. I do really hope you won't change babe. Mahaba pa ang lalakbayin natin, marami pa tayong pagdadaanan. I never liked watching any kinds of sports. But hey, look what you've done!

The Good Life

"Oh, the good life, full of fun seems to be the ideal, Hmm, the good life, lets you hide all the sadness you feel...It's a good life to be free and explore the unknown, Like your heartaches, when you learn you must face them alone..."



Tony Bennett is one of my tatay's favorite balladeers. After Frank Sinatra, Steve Lawrence, Nat king Cole, Jack Jones, Matt Monroe, Engelbert Humperdinck, Andy Williams, Tony Bennett has a special place in my music library. My tatay swooned everytime he played his "Cold, Cold Heart" and "Oh, The Good Life".

While enjoying my off today doing my routine household chores, I suddenly had an urge to play "Oh, the good life" by Tony Bennett on my CD player. While listening, I got to thinking, what really is the "good life"?

Each of us has a different view of the good life. Some consider it a good life when they have attained all the material things in life that they have worked hard for; beautiful house, fancy cars, fat bank accounts. Some think having paid all their bills and being able to take their families on cruises to Bahamas, the Carribbean, to Hawaii, to Alaska...constitute the good life.

The young ones deemed it a good life when they meet the boy or girl of their dreams and finally marrying him or her and spending the rest of their lives together like the one am thinking i guess. Those in business would like to think that they are living a good life when their business is blooming, they can attend big parties and no creditors to haunt them. Some especially the senior citizens say they are having a good life if they can go to casinos and play bingo or on the slot machines like what my deceased parents always did...then. Oh, my parents loved to go to casinos playing on a medium no limit basis. They can round up all 21 tables for poker alone in the cardroom. They loved playing Blackjack and Pai Gow Poker at Lucky Chances. They loved being there since the place has a free shuttle bus to the BART station. And from the BART station they just leave their car on the park fronting the BART station. One time arriving from Colma, my nanay nagged at my tatay saying "apay ya naglastog ka? You always overtip the poker dealers for doing simple brainless jobs...blah, blah, blah!!! Don't you know that they have the worst chip runners in the world...blah, blah, blah!!!" In which my tatay will just smile at her then will gonna say, "ingka maturogen". There's this one time i called on their cel and told them..."tumira na kaya kayo jan!" since the casino has a 24-hour gaming and fine dining and entertainment as well since lots of pinoy artists had performed there already, the likes of Regine, Kuh, Pops, Zsa Zsa, Jessa and Dingdong, Martin. As always i got a "tawkininam" reply. That's what they loved doing...going together to casino...being always together with their amigos/amigas whom they enjoy to be with at the said casino...that, can be attributed as a good life to them. Having to live not necessarily a luxurious life but comfortable enough to spend fun times together.

Some of my friends says that, to them, a good life means good health, caring family, faithful friends. We think we are having a good life when we are healthy, if we can spend quality time with our families and we have faithful friends who we can count on in good times or bad ones. Also when we can go to church every Sunday to fulfill our Christian obligations. It's a good life when you don't feel any aches and pains, which are part of our lives i guess.

My co-worker's vision on the good life is having a lot of friends, good relationship within the families (aray!!!), seeing their children living successful lives, moving around freely without hesitation, enough money to cover their day to day expenses.

Our co-couples for christ friend told me, having a good life means having time for the Lord and being able to obey all His commandments.

Oprah Gail Winfrey has written on her book O's Big Book of Happiness "I want to believe that living a successful life is when you are able to help people in every way possible. I am involved in the talk show / radio show business, in investments, in magazines and books which were all successful, i had established my lifelong dream which is the Oprah Winfrey Foundation and Oprah's Angel Network, these i consider a life worth living. When i see my children doing their best to find a place in the sun by studying hard and putting extra effort to finish their studies. I think that the most important thing in life is to feel that you have a purpose. For some people it's work,for others it's family, for others it's God. It really can be anything, as long as it's a cause bigger than yourself. With a purpose, we have something to celebrate about life and something to keep us going during the down times. One must have a purpose in life in order to have a good life. We must have a mission here on Earth. God must have a reason why He placed each of us here. we must find that reason. We do not live for ourselves alone. We are connected to our fellowmen. We must not be complacent." What a quote from Oprah! But i agree with her totally.

Many people think that a good life and related to it, success, can be measured in money, fame and abundance of possessions. These things are really worth having, but are they guaranteed to bring us happiness that we all long for? If these material things can bring happiness, why are there people who possess riches, fame and glory still commit suicide?

According to Dr. Deepak Chopra, the famous self-improvement guru and author of countless books on the success of life which happens to be my husband's favorite author... "material things on Earth certainly plays a great role an individual feels successful, but such things are no guarantee of success and happiness and a life worth living. The success we want for our children to achieve has to be defined in many non-material things as well. It should include the ability to love and have compassion, the capacity to feel joy and spread it to others, the security of knowing that one's life serves a purpose and finally a sense of connection to the creative power of the universe." Wow! Again what a quote!

The good life then doesn't consist in just having all the things we want here on Earth. We all want a life of ease, we all dream of riches, happiness and prosperity. But how can we enjoy all these blessings when most people around us we see so much suffering? I know we are powerless to change the cruel world. But we can do something in our little corner of our world. We cannot all be a saint. But we can live a good life if in our own little way we do something to help our fellow beings who need kind-hearted people. Share our blessings with the less fortunates, comfort the lonely and whoever needs it, visit the sick even you hadn't known them, do some volunteer works in the community. Show a little kindness to anyone within our reach. Simply by smiling to our fellow being, giving a kind word, lending an ear to some friends who are experiencing having a personal problem or during their trying times. There are lots of ways and means how to give whether in the form of service, monetary or just a plain simple touch to lives of the people in our sorroundings. After all, that's what He wants us to do, to love one another as we are all children of God.

For me, the good life is having my husband no matter how many flaws and imperfections i do have...still managed to love me unconditionally. Having a daughter no matter how many times we have fought each other over some sensitive matters...malaki ka na ngang pala talaga...hindi na kita kayang kontrolin minsan anak. Pero anak, kahit kelan hindi ka naitsapwera sa buhay ng nanay. What we've been through when i brought you in this world cannot be measured by any means of material possessions. Your coming into my world became an immesurable significant event in my life. The happiness you brought onto my world became larger than life itself. I hope conflicts will somehow turn into blessings when you found out everything in the proper time, in the proper place. Another good life...having a real Buddy for the past eight years. You're getting old Buddy, I hope you're still able to play when baby Jared comes out like what you did when Xandra was barely four years old. Having a mother and a father like my parents...isang ilocano, isang bisaya. What a great tandem! Having a simple way of life by being everyday with my husband, my daughter, my Buddy...I consider that a good life indeed. Having a baby or much better if i can still give my husband more children in the future...i am very much willing Babe...pero sana makisama din ang katawan ko sana. Giving you kids is one way of proving to you how much I love you.

My life isn't perfect...it has lots of flaws actually...so many problems keep on coming one after the other. Anyways, who's life is perfect? But having a husband like you Babe, bearing your child, having a daughter, having a Buddy...you all constitutes to a good life...because you all makes my life complete.






one reason that makes my life complete...the good life indeed

Journey of Love...for my beloved husband

We journey each time we make love.
We set forth towards open seas,
we climb mountain peaks.
We ride on hope, we hang on to faith.

We journey each time we make love.
Remember:
Not to go too slow, arriving late.
Not to go too fast, going past the mark.

Midway through, stop awhile.
Wipe the sweated brow,
massage the weary feet.
Ask yourself...
what you left behind along the way.

At each journey,
do not exhaust the heart,
But neither fear the winding way.
No journey is too far
for lovers with hearts ladened with faith.












I have dreamed about love...and when you came along five years ago...i've thought you're just one of those i've had...we spent years being together. But just like all others, our love grew cold. Somewhere in the middle of the relationship...we got lost...we drifted apart. And soon, i hadn't seen nor heard from you afterwards. But when my father passed away...you were there in a corner. And when my mom followed few months after, you came...again. This time you're presence is overwhelming. I wanted to think at first that all those concerns you're showing towards me is just plain awa. You proved me wrong. Soon again, we were able to rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts. I don't want this feeling to end Babe for it is everything i have...everything that i wanted to be. For without you...i will lose my way. You give me something no one else can...a reason to live. If in this lifetime, I won't get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life...I won't have to think twice on saying that i've waited a lifetime to say I love you...i really do love you Babe