Si manong who keeps on mocking, ridiculing, taunting, twitting me from the very beginning of my cyberlife til now...
Si manong who most of the time opposes my thoughts and feeling that sometimes lead to misunderstanding...
Si manong whom i have hurt repeatedly and offended mercilessly (as far as i know), still manages to extend his arms wide open...
Si manong despite his age never fails to amaze all the people sorrounding him, a jack of all trade indeed...el es muy inteligente...el lee muy inteligentemente totalmente...
But i do know that all those mockeries, ridicule, twits am receiving from him is just a sincere form of flattery...
I do know that all those negativity attached to me is the other way around come to think of it...a term of endearment as i've always known him...
I do know that he's doing the best he could to right my sometimes confused mind as to why he opposes at times...
He told me once we we're too much alike to hate each other...though i don't know in what way...
Regardless of what way we were alike...still the overflowing love and respect i have for him will never lost...
He will definitely be remembered for always even if i'll have grandkids of my own someday...
And this time he will be the subject of ridicule...well just kidding haha!!!
My purpose-driven cyberlife actually is almost done...close to being finished...
That is to shield my dearest manong in all possible harm that can be done...
He may never know it...he may never see it...he may never heard it...he may never feel it...
But that's the sole reason why i keep on staying...during his difficult times...
And now that everything's water under the bridge...i am at peace now...because i know he is in good hands with all of the friends at the other side of the world...
Some people perhaps may think am being unfair as to why pick manong alone while there are numerous other friends...
Simply because before i have known all the other friends...i have known him first...
Sometimes you have the feeling of this so-called "connection" that binds you to the other person...no matter how many differences you both have...no matter how many times you fought each other...still it will be the same old feeling that will resurface...
So now i can say this time that manong...is the best thing ever happened to me in my cyberlife.
This is me...behind all the laughter
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ReplyDeleteremembering ang drama mo ngayon ah...
ano kaya nakain mo?
subukan ko ding tikman
at ng mapa emote naman ako..
nagmamaktol ang bossing ko d2 sa bahay
para daw akong bato
tawa ng tawa kahit seryoso usapan..
sabi ko naman
hanap muna ako ng makakain
na makakapg emote sa kin..
buti nabasa ko ang mga entry mo
share mo naman kung anong food yan...
wag lang hotdog at itlog..
sawa na ko jan... :D:D:D
*jas*
sa palagay mo jas...bakit palatawa ang isang tao?
ReplyDelete...juz to hide their "real" inner thoughts...
kc sa sobrang sakit sumtimes u juz want to laugh and to laugh...because pain is never ending...no matter how much u'r trying to make it appear that everything is fine...but deep inside u u'r screaming at the top of ur lungs
bakit ganon jas...can't i live a happy normal life? does life tend to be this way, again and again...over and over...where is their compassion?
ReplyDeletesumtimes am thinking y did my parents let me see the light...if it is dim and full of darkness ahead...y out of all people it has to be me always...was i born a loser? am tired of running...am tired of crying...am tired of thinking...so sick of 'em all..
What happened proud? Ang sad naman ng post mo sa taas? Paki-alamer_ talaga no? Bigla lang naman sulpot rito.
ReplyDeleteRegards sa lahat. Thanks ke Mang Totoy for having this site na inaabangan ko ang mga entries.
ReplyDeletealam mo ineng
ReplyDeletelife is a choice
(nabasa ko lang yan sa tabi tabi) :D
nasa sa yo if u want to be happy or sad...
God put the brain on top of the body
para maanalyze intelligently ang gusto mong mangyari sa life regardless of what u feel...
aside from love, lahat ng bagay naiimpuwensyahan ng jutak...pag naisip mong gusto mong maging masaya, isipin mo lang ang masasayang bagay na nangyari sa buhay mo,sasaya ka na..kung gusto mong magmukmok,mag emote ka lang,lulungkot ka na...kung gusto mong maging ma-L... isipin mo ang lang 'yun', magiging ma-L ka na....
(oi- lambing ang ibig kong sabihin dun huh)
nyahahahaha....
sabi nga sa kanta
"smile,tho your heart is achin'
smile even though it's breakin...
life is still worthwhile
if you just smile"
(tama nga ba yun?)
kaya smile ka na lang jan *wink*
*jas*
o ayan
ReplyDeletepati si meet me highway
este meet me halfway pala :D
napa koment dahil sa makakabag na damadaming post mo...
*jas*